feeling rather vexed / happy / sad / stressed / happy / angry / sad / happy / excited / confused / happy / happy / happy / sad / frustrated / angry / sad / angry / sad / worried / relieved / happy / sad / angry / sad / worried / vexed / happy / worried / afraid / sad / happy / glad / happy / happy / happy / happy / happy / happy / happy / happy / happy / happy / happy / sad / happy / happy / angry / vexed / frustrated / stressed / frustrated / vexed / stressed / sad / happy / happy / happy / happy / worried / worried / worried / worried / worried / happy?

dunno. rollercoaster again.. zzz